Had some reflections lately
and relised one thing – that each time that i let my brain to rationalize and logicaly construct version of future and reality around my heart and gut feeling it always led to realisation that ive shouldn listend to myself earlier.
Now iam thinking more and more, that if only i have listened, but the sweet truth that it will not change anything that already happened but i will change everything that will happen.
From now on i will let myself listen to my heart and use brain not to find me a 1000 reasons why it will not work, but only 1 how it will.
By the age of 33 i lost now nearly anything, health at ATL, no job, no career, no money, but maybe for the first time in my life, my heart is open to do what my soul wants and there is 100% peace in my brain.
Now iam entering the phase where i will polarize my whole life journey and flip every aspect of previous beliefs.
If my whole life i led myself to this state of comploete crumble, then listening to “dumb” heart and following “smart” reasonable brain was in fact wrong.
From now on iam moving in polar oposite.
If 2025 was the worst year of my life, i will make 2026 and onwards the best ones
If all my life i went from happy person to completely depressed, from now onwards ill go vice verca.
33 is my equivalent of 0 on the number scale
going from – to +
Always be yourself